普通朋友：半夜会找妳打BBS聊天到很晚。
男朋友：半夜看妳还在BBS上会赶你下线(当然妳可以柪个几分钟)。
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普通朋友：他会找你出去玩,叫妳放弃报告或翘课。
男朋友：他会催妳快写作业,或者想要跟你讨论功课。
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普通朋友：在你生病时，会讲好话关心妳。
男朋友：在你生病时，他会关心到你很烦，而且逼你去看医生。
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普通朋友：他会尽量说好话来讨好妳，妳会觉得他很棒。
男朋友：他所说的话，都是关心妳的！但通常像是在命令妳，妳会觉得他干麻这么做。
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普通朋友：他什么事情都会配合著你，只要你高兴。
男朋友：他会帮你辨别是非，但你会觉得他管太多。
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普通朋友：他会说他要给你最大的幸福。
男朋友：他只能给你保证，妳跟他在一起，他是最快乐的。
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普通朋友：他会帮你买消夜，送宵夜，载你上下课。
男朋友：他会帮你买宵夜，不过他会提醒你，吃什么比较健康。
他会载你上下课，不过要他有顺路，因为他不能为你而翘课。
因为他翘课，他成绩便会不好，成绩不好不会有好工作。
那你们将来日子怎么会好过，他会想的很远。
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普通朋友：他只有想到现在。
男朋友：他已经预见将来，该怎么自我努力，好给你幸福。
Thursday, 10 April 2008
sad...
Awwww... that sweety .. he's facing a huge dilemma.. for the past...haiz... really sad to hear that ... i know that he's hurt .. and is not easy for him to forget those ... is like a dark memories for him... so .. i really need to stand beside him and support him no matter what... maybe for others , they thought like , nah is just a small situation , nothing much , he's too sensitive , but no.. is not.
I try to put myself in his shoes .. and i found that , is not as easy as you thought , well , if he can , he rather forget everything about his past i m sure , and be like a normal boy , but the thing is , that dark memories of him choose to stayed in his heart and mind forever , can't stop it... it just came to attack and he has to fight back , that's really a kut thing ya know. Think about it , man you will have to face it almost everyday , pain , hurt , shaking , triggers ... gosh..
I must help him , don't ya think so ? ^_^
Wednesday, 9 April 2008
Saturday, 5 April 2008
Is just classic !!!
Watch all this video and make your day full with laughter :P is just classic man !! fantastic videos
is waiting for you here ! don't need to use your eyes , just listen that is , and it will easily make you laugh till hell !! hohoho !! enjoy !!
is waiting for you here ! don't need to use your eyes , just listen that is , and it will easily make you laugh till hell !! hohoho !! enjoy !!
No Pork at all
Public-access TV host bombarded with prank calls.
singapore fone argument
Ghost that scared the shit out of Singapore Soldiers!
Chinese Food Prank Call
The Greatest Prank Call Ever
Prank Calls - C-SPAN Compilation
Dell Computers are great for Porn
Scary maze prank
Friday, 4 April 2008
Hypocrite....
Rainy day today.... having a conversation with Yap... and she told me that , i was kinda Hypocrite.
Hypocrite.... hypocrite...that means people with two different faces , that makes me stunned for a while... i m hypocrite ? But yeah... i guess she has her point as well .. maybe ... i m... but then i ask her , what makes you thought of me like that ? She gave me an example ... that day , while yi ling was arguing with mages .. i try to comfort yi ling infront of her , but then at the other time , i did talk to mages about this too.. but does they know what is the conversation between me , yi ling , and mages ? I just wanted to ask her , did i acting fake infront of them ? Hypocrite... that means i was acting fake between the both side of people...and what surprised me is that , she told me that some of the others agree with her as well... that i m that kinda person...
At first , i really do want to explain what did i told mages and yi ling about their arguement... but then , i just forget about it , cause she won't believe i think , and i can understand that why they think i m hypocrite , because somehow it did shows that i m ... i wouldn't realize it , because for me , that's the best way to cool down both tight situation...but in people eyes , i was the kinda person which trying to convince people that i was helping them , i was standing at their side , and pretend to be good to them although there were wrong... and do the same thing for the other side... but no , that's not what i think...
Yap ask me one question , she said , esther did you actually use your heart to be a human ? Well yes !! certainly i m !! Who you think i m ? Is like all the time , all those stuff that i did , was all fake !? Man ! Like i m evil , trying to convince people's heart for my own benefits , man is like all the time till now i just sacrifice for nothing !? haiz... still... you don't know me Yap... but i didn't blame you , cause it is , yeah , can be count as hypocrite , but if you ask me that , did i use my heart to be a human ? i can tell you thousand times ! yes !!! i did !! maybe more than you !! don't ever doubt about my feelings , using a heart to be a human ? i know more than you ! and i dare to say i sacrifice maybe more than you , just to be the right human !
but man :( ... don't ever doubt that i m fake to you guys ... i m not .. haiz... alright , well yes i did try to comfort the both side , but that doesn't mean i didn't tell them the truth ... i just don't want to tell them rudely , and straight forward to their faults , to hurt them... i don't want any harsh feelings between my friend , you know is kinda hurt when you were wrong but none of them support you , so i just try to comfort them first , that's my plan , and tell them slowly about their faults later because , you can't just judge something black and white ? there were still grey between it , which couldn't be explain easily , and really need some deep understanding ... plus , they were my friend , i don't want to hurt them so fast ... is sad to see something like that , is not fun you know. but i guess , yeah maybe i was wrong on that action and i did admit it , is my fault to do all that , is like bluffing someone else , especially he or she was your friend. Cause being friend has to be honest with each other, but somehow i did not do that .
And i thought about it during the wait at the bus station ... haiz , well yeah , although Yap or the others were straight forward sometimes , but at least their didn't lie ... but i did ... i just care about people's feelings too much somehow , but it is my fault , i guess is time for me to change my ways on dealing with human's relationship , yes , i could tell them the right thing i should tell , but at the same time , knowing the words to tell them , and try to put myself on their shoes too ... i think that's the best way , really is time for me to make some changes about my point of view... sometimes , what i think was right , others doesn't think like that .. because they don't realize how you feel , is all about logic sense and all that , i did try to say , well what people think doesn't matter ,what matters is how you think about yourself , i always use this for my own prinsip of living , but this time , it doesn't work on me at all... so i know , even me myself , agree with that hypocrite words too... haiz... i really need to change this thoughts really , is ... rather i can say , annoying and troublesome. I don't like those , really making me crazy.
BUt mean while , at the same time , i don't really agree with the way some people dealing with humans when it came to these situation and say >> well , i don't care loh !! i just want to say anything i want and i think it was right lo !! i don't care what they think loh !!
.... not everything has to be judge black and white straightly .... still they were some grey colour part that need us to sees it deeply , maybe they have their own reason ... for me straight forward on judging people somehow doesn't seems to have any maturity within it .... because it doesn't explain one thoughts , you didn't try to understand their feelings and how they thought ? Try to put yourself in their shoes and see , what if , you were them ? so... i never wanted to hurt anyone feelings , but i admit , being hypocrite was my fault after all , i promise myself to learn and correct my mistake. but anyway , thanks yap for telling me all these .. i 'll try ^^
Hypocrite.... hypocrite...that means people with two different faces , that makes me stunned for a while... i m hypocrite ? But yeah... i guess she has her point as well .. maybe ... i m... but then i ask her , what makes you thought of me like that ? She gave me an example ... that day , while yi ling was arguing with mages .. i try to comfort yi ling infront of her , but then at the other time , i did talk to mages about this too.. but does they know what is the conversation between me , yi ling , and mages ? I just wanted to ask her , did i acting fake infront of them ? Hypocrite... that means i was acting fake between the both side of people...and what surprised me is that , she told me that some of the others agree with her as well... that i m that kinda person...
At first , i really do want to explain what did i told mages and yi ling about their arguement... but then , i just forget about it , cause she won't believe i think , and i can understand that why they think i m hypocrite , because somehow it did shows that i m ... i wouldn't realize it , because for me , that's the best way to cool down both tight situation...but in people eyes , i was the kinda person which trying to convince people that i was helping them , i was standing at their side , and pretend to be good to them although there were wrong... and do the same thing for the other side... but no , that's not what i think...
Yap ask me one question , she said , esther did you actually use your heart to be a human ? Well yes !! certainly i m !! Who you think i m ? Is like all the time , all those stuff that i did , was all fake !? Man ! Like i m evil , trying to convince people's heart for my own benefits , man is like all the time till now i just sacrifice for nothing !? haiz... still... you don't know me Yap... but i didn't blame you , cause it is , yeah , can be count as hypocrite , but if you ask me that , did i use my heart to be a human ? i can tell you thousand times ! yes !!! i did !! maybe more than you !! don't ever doubt about my feelings , using a heart to be a human ? i know more than you ! and i dare to say i sacrifice maybe more than you , just to be the right human !
but man :( ... don't ever doubt that i m fake to you guys ... i m not .. haiz... alright , well yes i did try to comfort the both side , but that doesn't mean i didn't tell them the truth ... i just don't want to tell them rudely , and straight forward to their faults , to hurt them... i don't want any harsh feelings between my friend , you know is kinda hurt when you were wrong but none of them support you , so i just try to comfort them first , that's my plan , and tell them slowly about their faults later because , you can't just judge something black and white ? there were still grey between it , which couldn't be explain easily , and really need some deep understanding ... plus , they were my friend , i don't want to hurt them so fast ... is sad to see something like that , is not fun you know. but i guess , yeah maybe i was wrong on that action and i did admit it , is my fault to do all that , is like bluffing someone else , especially he or she was your friend. Cause being friend has to be honest with each other, but somehow i did not do that .
And i thought about it during the wait at the bus station ... haiz , well yeah , although Yap or the others were straight forward sometimes , but at least their didn't lie ... but i did ... i just care about people's feelings too much somehow , but it is my fault , i guess is time for me to change my ways on dealing with human's relationship , yes , i could tell them the right thing i should tell , but at the same time , knowing the words to tell them , and try to put myself on their shoes too ... i think that's the best way , really is time for me to make some changes about my point of view... sometimes , what i think was right , others doesn't think like that .. because they don't realize how you feel , is all about logic sense and all that , i did try to say , well what people think doesn't matter ,what matters is how you think about yourself , i always use this for my own prinsip of living , but this time , it doesn't work on me at all... so i know , even me myself , agree with that hypocrite words too... haiz... i really need to change this thoughts really , is ... rather i can say , annoying and troublesome. I don't like those , really making me crazy.
BUt mean while , at the same time , i don't really agree with the way some people dealing with humans when it came to these situation and say >> well , i don't care loh !! i just want to say anything i want and i think it was right lo !! i don't care what they think loh !!
.... not everything has to be judge black and white straightly .... still they were some grey colour part that need us to sees it deeply , maybe they have their own reason ... for me straight forward on judging people somehow doesn't seems to have any maturity within it .... because it doesn't explain one thoughts , you didn't try to understand their feelings and how they thought ? Try to put yourself in their shoes and see , what if , you were them ? so... i never wanted to hurt anyone feelings , but i admit , being hypocrite was my fault after all , i promise myself to learn and correct my mistake. but anyway , thanks yap for telling me all these .. i 'll try ^^
Monday, 31 March 2008
Help me..
man i hate her i hate her i hate her !!!! hate her !!!
haiz !!!!!!! I hate my mom !!! i hate her !!! she always went crazy when something is going wrong !! and she won't just calm down !! that sucks me !! she 's brainless !! living with her is like a hell !! she always want some arguement only she feels satisfied !! and forcing us to went crazy with her !!! she's crazy !! i hate her !!! feel like killing her !!! argggg !!! i want to punch her !!! very hard !!!
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