Friday, 29 February 2008


看住时间
别让它在再流浪
从前我太适应悲伤
你的出现在无意中
却深深撼动我
一起走着没说什么
心是满足的
这个瞬间
随时都要崩塌
我没有其它的愿望
假如明天将消失了
趁现在我爱着
只想记得,被你抱着
温热的感受
Love's beautiful
so beautiful
我失去过
更珍惜拥有
多庆幸我是我
被你疼爱的我
紧紧牵住的手
不要放手
永远守护我
Love's beautiful
so beautiful
我很快乐
你会了解我
我不会再哭泣
是因为我相信
我们勇敢的爱着
每秒钟
都能证明一生的美丽

这个瞬间
随时都要崩塌
我没有其它的愿望
假如明天将消失了
趁现在我爱着
只想记得,被你抱着
温热的感受
Love's beautiful
so beautiful
我失去过
更珍惜拥有
多庆幸我是我
被你疼爱的我
紧紧牵住的手
不要放手
永远守护我
OH~~~~
AH~~~
OH!!
OH~~
AH~~
OH
AH~
Love's beautiful
so beautiful
我失去过
更珍惜拥有
多庆幸我是我
被你疼爱的我
紧紧牵住的手
不要放手
永远守护我
Love's beautiful
so beautiful
我很快乐
你会了解我
我不会再哭泣
是因为我相信
我们勇敢的爱着
每秒钟
都能证明一生的美丽
Love's beautiful
so beautiful



Thursday, 28 February 2008

Sha gua and me :P if , we argue.

If , we argue. XD

(tibo) erm.. i'll take the right,

(esther) oh no, not that way, the left, to the left

(tibo) no mah, not left aaarg

(esther) you silly tibolintje ...(argue argue)

really funny lol !! XD

Dj session in SMK Seri Serdang.

Early in the morning , arriving school , was kinda late , i mean for this dj session that been held for two weeks now , man , my partner were waiting for me in front of the teacher's main office.Well , at first i thought like , " oh sorry Prishan , i was late , aww my father seems to wake up late every morning so , really can't wake him up easily. " but then she told me that nah ~ is ok, because teacher hasn't come yet so , we'll wait for here until she arrive , she has the key with her.

=.='''' i thought i was the one who always late . haiz... even teachers... haiz...

so while we were waiting , man another stupid teacher came and saw prishan wearing this t shirt and treasuits , and erm , honestly , the t shirt she was wearing that day was kinda ... fits... and was small , i don't know , but it actually shown her waist line out , so in my school which , is a malay school , all muslim together , even chinese or indian teacher were lesser , there might be some tradisional thoughts that hasn't throw away that fast . So this teacher of mine , she started to scold , well she did scold people every day , is like one of her habits for sure. :p she scold me alot of time , but then is all about asking me to do something for her . she is moody , orang kata apa , kejap baik , kejap tak baik . cheh , after all her scolding and stuff , she would definately be good and kind to me somehow again , ( well that means i m depentable , and reliable , that's why she still love me , cheh heheh !! ) ok back to the point , she scold her , wearing those shirt , well is againts the school rules if you wear shirts tat doesn't have any of our school logo , and plus that shirt was tide , really tide , the body waist line all shows up. She was angry of it of course, but then what i don't really agree is that , school rules are school rules , you doesn't have to scold people fat because of the shirt was tide ? man she scold her fat and what shows up all those fat meat and all that =.=''' ... i don't see any related to our school rules... man oh man that was really one rude teacher. But oh well , erm... was funny , blek! =P hehehe !! hahah !!

ok then , dj session , my friend there were still trying to avoid from teacher of course , so i started my job then , open the whole PA system stuff , and teacher does bring a laptop that day , asking me for the cd's well then i gave her. The funny thing was that , those PA system was just for a mic , which it will be broadcast on air together with the thing we said. But what about the songs ? and the cd's ? Those sound could not be broadcast on air . only our voices , so what i do was , teacher she had a laptop , and through the speaker , i use my mic to near the speaker and the sounds did came up , as you can see here , our school PA system was sucks !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahhhhhh !! the whole thing that funtioned was just only the mic !! the mic !! ahhhhhhhh !!!
And that teacher !! don't even know which one is the speaker ( laptop there ) and she show me the wrong places for that !!! No wonder i don't hear any songs broadcast on air !! But our my silly voice and my partner's as well !! shit shit shit !!! this time is really sucks !!
i still said , " well this time for this really beautiful morning here , i 'll play you guys a very fascinating music that you guys definately never heard of , haha !! SO EVERYBODY ! Aruarian Dance !! By Nujabes !! ENJOY !! " it ends up , nothing came up. *sigh*
So , i was curious and try to find the speaker , there i found it , is between the above key and the under surface. sucks !! man oh man teacher !! you really play a fool on me this time !! cheh !
And the dj session only last for 10 minutes ! what ?? hello !! i could just play two songs !! ?? a day !?? what the hell !??
fuck !!!

Thursday, 21 February 2008

I m always hurt

This world is black... well , the arguing and stuff that day really makes me vomit. I will try to stop this argue between us as soon as i can , but there are still people who wanna to win and mess up all the things between you and them . sucks... and lastly , you would be blame for nothing. But they , will never apologize to you . never. even though if you say sorry to them ? they will say , well of course you did felt sorry, its your fault for sure. *sigh*

going to anime events , in timesquare , meet ps , jes , and lam . Insulted again , T.T , the meaning by jes was obvious. But , my gueses was right , jes did bring along ps , to meet me. And when i saw them , i saw ps , he was trying his insulting skills on me again , " HELLO esther" =.=''' am i only the target for them ? And why ? weird people they were for sure. of course , lam was doing nothing, and jes , was trying to create those funny insulting phrases on me . haha , can't blame him , i was the one who did trust him. keep sending message asking where am i ? Funny, I know about that earlier , saying to myself , must be ps beside him. And i m right.

But , i didn't even look at ps . because i don't even know him. Not interested with any one of them.

I m always hurt. that's why. just get use to it .

Monday, 18 February 2008

我越来越喜欢他了~

我越来越喜欢他了。。。 天教我该怎办?

Saturday, 16 February 2008

TOKIO HOTEL , Through the Moonson

Tokio Hotel is a German rock band. The quartet has scored four number one singles, two number one albums have sold nearly 3 million CDs and DVDs in their homeland.[4] So far they have had much chart success in Germany and Austria. They also had some chart success in France, [5][6] Italy,[7][8], Israel[9], Sweden, Belgium [10], and Switzerland. [11]. However, they have had little chart success in English-speaking countries despite having released English language versions of Scream and Ready, Set, Go! in the UK. [9]

History

Twin brothers Tom and Bill Kaulitz met Gustav Schäfer and Georg Listing after a concert in Magdeburg. Originally formed in 2001 under the name Devilish, the band began playing in talent shows and small concerts. After Bill Kaulitz's participation in a children's Star Search in 2003 (which he lost in the quarter-final), he was discovered by music producer Peter Hoffmann. Devilish changed their name to Tokio Hotel ("Tokio", the German language spelling of the city Tokyo, Japan, which they love, and "Hotel", due to their constant touring and sleeping in hotels), and Sony BMG took them under contract. Hoffmann hired David Jost and Pat Benzner into the team of creators and authors, and had them give the children instruction on songwriting and instrument playing. However, shortly before publication of the first album, Sony terminated their contract. In 2005, Universal Music Group took Tokio Hotel under contract and developed a marketing plan. Several DJ's such as Basement Jaxx, Melodik Pinpon, Bob Sinclar and Givichy Universal have remixed Tokio Hotel songs.[citation needed]



Band members


Awards

2005

  • Comet: Best Newcomer 2005, Supercomet
  • Bambi-Verleihung: Pop-National
  • 1live-Krone: Best Newcomer

2006

  • Echo: Best Newcomer
  • Goldener Pinguin: Best Newcomer
  • Radio Regenbogen Awards: Pop-National
  • Steiger Award: Newcomer

2007

  • Jan 2007: European Border Breakers Award (for the album "Schrei")
  • Jan 2007: BZ-Kulturpreis: (Rock)
  • Mar 2007: Echo: Best Music Video
  • Apr 2007: Bravo - Goldener Otto: Superrockband
  • May 2007: Viva Comet: Supercomet
  • May 2007: Viva Comet: Best Band
  • May 2007: Viva Comet: Best Music Video
  • Jul 2007: Jabra Music: Die Beste Band In Die Welt )(The Best Band In The World)
  • Sep 2007: Festivalbar Premio Digital
  • Sep 2007: Goldene Stimmgabel: Best Rock International
  • Oct 2007: Belgian TMF awards: Best Video
  • Oct 2007: Belgian TMF awards: Best Album
  • Oct 2007: Belgian TMF awards: Best Pop
  • Oct 2007: Belgian TMF awards: Best New Artist
  • Nov 2007: MTV Europe Music Awards (Munich): Inte r Act
  • Nov 2007: Nickelodeon Kid's Choice Awards (Milão) - Best Band

2008

  • Jan 2008: NRJ Music Awards 2008 - Best International Band
  • Jan 2008: Rockbjören Awards 2008 - Best International Band
  • Feb 2008: Goldene Kamera 2008 - Musik National

Albums








I'm staringg at a broken door
Theres nothin left here anymore
My room is cold, it's making me insane
I've been waiting here so long
Another moment seems to've come
I see the black clouds coming up again

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
Til the end of time
Where the rain will turn
Fighting the storm
Into the blue (?)
And when I loose myself I think of you
Together we'll be running so anew (?)
Through the monsoon
Just me and you

A halfmoon fading from my sight
I see your vision in its light
I know it's gone and left me so alone
I know I have to find you now
Can hear you name and don't know how
Why can't we make this darkness feel like home?

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
Til the end of time
Where the rain will turn
Fighting the storm
Into the blue (?)
And when I loose myself I think of you
Together we'll be running so anew (?)
And nothing can hold me back from you
Through the monsoon
Hey!
Hey!

I'm fighting all these powers coming in my way
Let it take me straight into you I've been running night and day
I'll be with you soon
Just me and you
We'll be there soon
So soon

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
Til the end of time
Where the rain will turn
Fighting the storm
Into the blue (?)
And when I loose myself I think of you
Together we'll be running so anew (?)
And nothing can hold me back from you
Through the monsoon
Through the monsoon
Just me and you
Through the monsoon
Just me and you


Thursday, 14 February 2008

Sweet ~

Like the little school mates in the school yard ,

we'll play jackson and Uno cards ...

I'll be your best friend , and you've be mine...Valentine...

Yes you can hold my hands if you want to , cause i wanna holds yours too...

We'll be playmates and lovers and share our , secret world....