i m hurt ... and confused...

hurt ... and confused...

i m hurt ... and you doesn't even care to know about...

is it you were too innocent ? or ... you just don't feel like knowing it ?

but never mind... is my choice... and i should have known at the first place.

confused... will this come to an end?

because ... it feels like , i m forcing you to do all these...

maybe it wasn't even your real feelings

you don't even want it !!

but pls ... tell me tell me !! haiz !

should i just leave you ? and and let you run your own life as usual again ?

maybe i don't even deserve to exist in your life !

is pain , is hurt , and is confusing me...

i blame myself , i knew ! i won't be satisfied by just loving you and expecting nothing from you...

i was afraid that i would said something really stupid , and causing you feel annoying.

i don't know... i don't know...

i shouldn't be like this ! i m too selfish !

i did promise to make sure that you would be happy while talking to me don't i ? but why ?

what happen to me ?

i want you to be happy but it ends up , i could be the one who destroy your happiness..

should i just leave you , and and forget about you totally ?

but how could i ? you ... you are the one that i love the most.

please tell me ? tell me ? do you want me to love you ? or no ?

or you don't even care ?

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So i try to find the words that i could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around I see your face
The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, I wish that I could stay
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

I know it feels like forever
I guess that's just the price I gotta pay
But when I come back home to feel your touch
Makes it better
Till that day
Theres nothing else that I can do
And I just cant take it
I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But i can wait
I can wait forever (I can wait forever)
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever...

please don't tell me that you love me while you don't ....

you may thought that w0n't hurt but in fact it hurts the most.